Happy Easter

I love you so much, baby boy and I really wish I could be with you right now. I miss you.

Love you always,
Mommy

I'm So Sorry

My Dearest Jacob:

I am so sorry, my sweet boy. I am sorry for everything. I am sorry for turning your world upside down. I am sorry for walking out of the door and breaking your heart. Baby boy, I know I made so many mistakes and it hurts me to know I can't change the past. I want to fix things between us, but I don't know how. I want to be in your life more. I want to watch you grow. It breaks my heart when I think about all the time I am missing. You are such a big boy and you are growing so fast and I am missing out on all the important moments of your life.

I am so sorry.

Love you forever,
Mommy